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Love is a Burning Building That Will Suffocate Us All

by Floating Cloud Music

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gez one of my favorite albums of all time. makes me emotional with every new listen Favorite track: Love is a Burning Building That Will Suffocate Us All.
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I'm starting my engine But there's really no need to I can choose not to play this game But I want to But my tank's leaking and gas is spilling out So how do I patch this hole Maybe someday I'll get the right tool Put the W in hole and mimic what I'm not Till it becomes my whole That's the thing with ideals You're an extension of everyone's egos You function as a gear or wheel On the roads we all drive on So don’t you crash on this road Stuck in traffic cause I follow the norm I look pointless compared to the norm But I'm not in the pileup that slowed us down in the first place Why should I care about first place in the first place But I think I like what I have No wait I don't like what I have You gotta change to what you want to like You wanna fit in with everyone else But do you even like everybody else Maybe it'll make you have a better time That's the thing with ideals You're an extension of everyone's egos You function as a gear or wheel On the roads we all drive on So don’t you crash on this road
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Scissor brained in the head, I must stab myself again Isolation in the sense of accruing more wealth In the sense of knowledge, I am my own college Train's window is a parallax unmoving Dreaming summers in the winter, I am already losing In the sense of throbbage, forget the last claim of knowledge I'm living in a dilapidation and I can't transit no transit Got a patience the size of a planck, I can't transit no transit Imaging days in my head on fire, no transit sans transit Yeah, I won’t move for you This is not a dream I dreamt, moving on the floor with no sense I rejuvenated all my friends from dying in the void of this We come across a picturehead of buildings tall and high of might The taller the skyscraper here, the less significant I seem I'm living in a dilapidation and I can't transit no transit Got a patience the size of a planck, I can't transit no transit Imaging days in my head on fire, can't transit sans transit Yeah, I won’t move for you
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Can you hear me when I shout into the street? Can you hear me as I scream this theory? Can you hear me past your cultural solipsis? Can you hear me? Do you hear me? We define a term in many different contexts We define a term at the crux of any complex We don't know if we're sentient, but that may not be true I think I've got ideas just like you Can you hear me beyond the couchlock of your high? Can you hear me in this place where nothing is resolved? Am I right? Am I wrong? Was there objectivity all along? Will we die or overcrowd? Or am I just thinking aloud? We define a term in many different contexts We define a term at the crux of any complex We don't know if we're sentient, but that may not be true I think I've got ideas just like you Body snatchers creep upon us and steal identities Conversations that repeat themselves serve no other meaning Than to filibust an opinion that we cannot upturn So I ask - just what do we want?
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Hello, welcome home to your head You've made it back to safety here Now we can continue our plans You'll be complete; welcome back Landing pad, could you be used to launch too?
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In My Dreams 05:01
In my dreams, you stand right before me Like a chimera to which I have no entry And to be frank it's just not fair That I can't get what I want in my subconscious My dreams fade away And it started out as an intrusive thought And you pressured in till it was all you fought You listed all the diseases you might have From the sources you could not verify to be intact When I wake up I take a really long shower And throw on some clothes and make myself a bowl of cereal Put my half-broken headphones on And walk down to the bus station But sometimes I think Is this all even real? And I'll walk around this town every Tuesday And Thursday and think about how I'm supposed to improve myself Well nothing works when you're a ghost Living your life while avoiding your surroundings And sometimes I think Is this all even real? Cause as in my dreams It stands right before me This is a sick culture, our body is severed We're all just detached parts trying to link back together But we exist separately, we can't figure out how to be It's all some innovating game versus the quick and the dead I don’t know what I wanna do Our diversities make us pick and choose every bad or good thing It seems like competition with words
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Love is a burning building that will suffocate us all And through its intentions I read it wrong And I’m trapped in this room inflamed melting to death And our commonalities fueled the flame But we need air to breathe Love is a spaceship that will leave us all behind And through its intentions I read it wrong And I’m trapped here on Earth, left to decay with our past And our commonalities fueled the tank But you need air to breathe We will die
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You were out and about all alone Married to air from the second you were born Lifelong relationship on the verge of torn Couldn't calm down from the rage of the storm And you were driving It's the realization that we are all what we know And I can't hear the music in my head anymore In a custom that lauds kinds of innovations You were left behind when you didn't want to play And you were driving When it really comes down to it I really just want one person To tell my secrets to in content And bask against each others' ailments And you were driving
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(nightmare) 02:44
As the fire in the world crumbles us all The crooked will only care when they are called To death in the heated core of the earth The heart of the planet that kills all evil
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Get into the habit of throwing your life away Because you can't take the change that's happening And see the light in day But maybe I've not the idea Every time we help ourselves you just cast a hex And all the burdens come from you, we suffer from the effects But maybe I've not the idea of being stoic
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When we die, we lose grasp of societal meaning And the fireworks inside your cranium Shut down and disintegrate back to the stars And right now, I am on the top of a mountain Quite literally I can see all of the movements That minisculate into specks of light As the previous day darkens into the next night And everything looks so beautiful, it looks so great To think this is all I needed to feel this way I’ll hold my breath for a minute and hope for a brief moment of solidarity But my mind wonders to think if the Inhabitants of those cars are stressing about something Or maybe a great flock of more things with no meaning But I can't see past the flicker of the headlights And if those people on the highway can see me They'd think, "That guy is on top of the world" And this all boils down to me assuming I'm in convoluted stress over nothing When I should be thinking of something That don't reason away all my truths Because everything reflects back into you And you make grandeurs of pale thinking Cause your perceptions exist only in your head And this all boils down to me assuming I'm in convoluted stress over nothing This all boils down to me assuming I'm in convoluted stress over nothing And I hope everything will be fine now And I believe everything will be fine now And I know everything will be fine now And now everything will be fine
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Here we are at the end of every pointless thing Just to feel like who you are, the ultimate feeling Take a breath for a minute, just become selfless Who are you and what am I and how can I love you Without hating your lesser qualities Why is this such a problem to me? We should be so grateful here in the flesh When our bodies fail us again Maybe we’ll just come back for more This is a prison that keeps us in its system I have the idea but words to describe it I’m patient zeroing on all of my worries Back then it was simple but now it’s not You’ve everything you’ve got Once it was small but now it’s a lot And all these problems we have shot Off into the exosphere Every day is the same It’s an anomaly Why is this such a problem to me? We should be so grateful here in the flesh When our subconsciouses fail us again Maybe we’ll just come back for less This is a prison that keeps us in its system
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Epistemology 06:28
I believed in all these things simply because you told me to And I read all of the texts merely because you told me to And I can quote the second sentence on page 189 But I can't go into depth or even know what it means to redefine What the pages said from my thoughts in my own head I'm sorry, but I'm superficial and I don't mean what was said Nobody can read my mind cause I don't have one to begin with I refine these words but I can't tell you where I got them from I learned the English language simply because you told me to And I thought I was a screw-up simply because you told me that And I believed in a higher god because you told me that And if I didn't I would burn in hell, but I think that I already am I can't believe that we've known each other for this long Is it right to be this blunt or is it wrong? Am I just the kind of person that needs guidance all the time? Or should I isolate myself to find out what ambitions I can call mine? I am a person You are a person That got that info from a person Who thought the only original thing In the whole damn world but we can't think that for ourselves Because we're waiting for the days when we can rule the land And create all of our own utopias and everything around them Our epistemologies can't even wake us up from our lives in vain Everything is a pissing contest I thought something cool but you said I was dumb I told you might be right but you can't admit That you're sometimes wrong and you're sometimes right And that the idea of morals are all trite And the whole world doesn't know where they come from
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(hypnagogia) 01:49
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Theme 04:50
If dreams will die from your rhetoric And we will die from the elements It's just what’s meant to be, I can't change a thing But I've found love in the idea of That maybe I don't want to play this game It's just what's meant to be, I can't (won't) change a thing So do where I go from this Invent something or maybe in love And if that's just what's meant to be, I won't change a thing My dreams will die but they won't, they'll just stay there You can't tell me what to do I will resist your pull I will shout in this lull I will empty the full I'll get personal I will scream until I make you believe that something in you is a little bit compassionate, built to fit redeemable If dreams will die from your rhetoric And we will die from the elements It's not what's meant to be, we can change anything

about

this album was written and recorded variously from february 2018 to april 2021 entirely by todd jordan, with the exception of vocal contributions by anika (aka naaki soul) on epistemology.

the songs in lowercase and parentheses represent sleep, and vice versa.

specific thank yous to:
----cole brooks, jared klosek, nick bonin, and jordan culbertson for living, jamming, and drugging with me and putting up with my bs in 2019-20.
----the members of MUTANT STRAIN for organizing countless amazing shows in the pre-covid world, and then transforming their altruism to help those who lost their homes in the post-covid world. also check out their record: sorrystaterecords.bandcamp.com/album/mutant-strain
----anika for the vocal contributions to theme
----jacob kuchavik and mike bonin for the dialogue that occurred in my boone, nc apartment sometime in late august 2018. sampled in "body as a vehicle".
----jacob taylor for letting me record on his piano in september 2020.

dedicated to the memories of ben and tyler

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released October 1, 2021

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